CHAKA BELLES! haha = P

omg! tz my word for d night! i love it.. chaka belles (if diz is d ryt spelling..!) means : jologs in tagalog.. hehehe i really laughed so hard wen i heard dat word.. i said pa na it wuz my 1st time to encounter d word.. n i wuz so aliw! too bad pols wasnt der at dat time... t wuz me n a gurl frend left in Pertron wid 2 of r guy friends... "papi" n "han" !Ü lav yah guyz... = P i dunno but it suddenly came up.. wen my frend sed dat wen she talked to d guy dat she called using mah cel.. she suddenly said "ay, chaka belles sha!" hehehe n i sed, "what?! what wuz dat?!" hehehe it wuz soooooo funny....... promise! wit her contagious laugh n ol.. it made my night happy!Ü

at first, i wuz really dooooowwn & looowww..... coz of my ex... i said goodbye to him but y does it feel so wrong.... i know m like "desidido" wen i emailed him something but m still confused.. probably coz my heart.. still.... longs for him.. misses him... n loves him despite ol.... *sigh*..... den i got a few msgs from him dat really shattered my night... i became d lowest of d low.. my life is really a mess... so does my mind... confusion, confusion.. damn! i dunno wut 2 do... m fucking mixed up!...... arrgg......

good thing i got my friends der... still managed to make my nyt complete.. n made me laugh.. as in L-A-U-G-H! hehehe haay..... juz ope i can still hang on n stand up to myself for wut i told him... ope i can still go through life khti sobrng sabog sabog na sha.. ope il still have my friends who love me so much n care for me a lot.. i juz ope ill live for another day.. saying dat m completely & positively happy wid my life... chaka belles! hehehe i love it!Ü lav yah guys.. u know hu u r..... mwah mwah mwahÜ yo ' d best!!!!Ü till nxt tym.. or shud i say.. tom?! hehehe ciao!Ü